i suck.

i suck at blogging nowadays. i attempted to begin blogging regularly again but really all i'd be talking about is my journey at IDJ & i don't want to spill all their secrets to my public online blog.

also, this blog reminds me so much of everything thats happened over the past few years and i miss so much of the things i did. i miss the places i've been. i miss the people i've met.

i'm aching for europe. i need to go back as soon as humanely possible. i miss having a paying job. yes, i always complained but it sucks to be THIS broke. i'm always too tired to truly hang out & have a fun day. whenever i have a day to breathe, i spend it catching up on rest so my body doesn't give up on me.

in extremely good news, i'll have 6 blissful days in mexico for Christmas break with all my family. i'm looking forward to traveling again. i know i'm going to be a giddy schoolgirl when i sit in my seat in the airplane. it'll be more than 6 months since i've been on a plane. i'm excited right now!

i'm also in the middle of applying to a gabillion magazine internships. i've heard back from 1 & am going in for an interview next week. it's definitely scary that i applied to more than 15 internships and have only heard back from 1 but i'll take what i can get.

i love the christmas season. everyone's just plain ol' merrier.

this entry turned into an a.d.d. rant. sorry.



PS. i'll be changing the link title very soon. goodbye of an era, lenelilove.