Speaking my peace to the past.

there's no real reason why i named this entry with that line. it just happened to be the line that was currently playing on my ipod. but now thinking about it, this is a great song. lemme show you:

February 5th, Friday morning, purple dawn

Broke a yawn, as a I stepped through the fog, like I stepped to a song

A moment like a poem, you wish you could hold it

I shut my eyes like it's frozen, it's gone when I open

It slipped passed the clouds right there where it lingered

Like your band and a girl could slip through your fingers

My feet hit the ground like a beat for the lonely

On a path beaten down by the crowds in the morning

If only I could touch past the phony

If only they were there now to hold me

As the questions keep droning

You're the only one who stuck it out last night

The only other one who caught the other line

You're the only one when this world collides

The one that I can't deny

There's no purpose to this entry. But then again, there's a purpose in every 'nothing-ness'. But I think my purpose to is say: grasp and share life. Even if it means sharing some awesome lyrics to someone. I wish I could go back and do that sometimes, to go back and to say 'i love you' or even 'thank you' . But learn from your mistakes right? So do it. Learn from mine.

& oh, if you're wondering, the song is undeniable by mat kearney.

your body is a wonderland.

JOHN MAYER @ NIKON JONES BEACH

JULY 9, 7:00 PM.

...omg, omg, omg.

we only got 4 seconds to save the world. . .

the easiest way to save the human race: smile.

chasing our dreams is just a distraction.

the months they dont matter.
...it's the days i can't take.
when the hours move to minutes ...
and i'm seconds away.
-new american classic, taking back sunday

so i'm pretty much obsessing over that song. look up the lyrics and melt.

the past three weeks have been a blur. i began the journey with a small inkling of excitment about going to my concert. even as the day approached it didn't hit me that i was going until it became a possibility that i may be late. besides that minor heart attack, it was such an amazing show. valora's sydnee duran is plain and simply amazing. rooney! what words can describe rooney. and finally those boys. what freakin' heartbreakers. favorite parts include them pranking rooney by dressing up as a banana and a gorilla and "chasing" eachother on the stage during Rooney's song, "I Am Afraid" (while holding a poster that says such), dancers coming out during 'Burning Up' and one of them being the infamous Ms. Kibble, Nicholas playing 'A Little Bit Longer' and my shameless tearing up, and finally the 'We Are The Champions' tribute to the entire crew and other performers because it was the last show of the tour.

After that amazing night, only a mere 3 days later, a beautiful girl named Stephanie passed away. It's such a wonderous feeling to know she was at that same show singing and dancing along with the people she loved and who loved her. My heart goes out to her friends and family.

The rest of that week went by with a mix of emotions: sadness for Steph's passing, happiness over my forthcoming summer, even anger for the lack of my ice cream fulfillment.

I've moved onto this week and have been watching bits and pieces of P.S. I Love You because I couldn't afford to sit 2 straight hours watching it. How sad, lol. Actually, I'll try and do that today or tomorrow at some point. Watch it, it's a great movie if you want to cry and laugh at the same time. All the irish accents in the movie have gotten me so excited to head to Ireland next spring. My beautiful Megan and I chatted about partying in her UNCLE's (hehe thanks for correcting me, meg) countryside manor. How sweet is that?

And to end this recap, I'll let you know that I'm recording an original song. I'm excited for people to hear it. It's been in the works for a couple weeks now (because of my busy schedule it get's pushed aside easily) and I need to put in a few more sessions of recording before it heads into mastermix mode.

God Bless.